After a long, happy life, my computer died. Hence the absence of blog posts. Blogger is blocked at my school so I have no real way of updating this besides my phone, which is what I'm doing right now. Since I last posted I started a new school year so who's to say I wouldve had the time to blog anyway.
I will say this- I've had a lot of emotional ups and downs the past few months. I thought it was going to be just a hard summer, but honestly it has continued and shows no signs of stopping. I really dont know how anything is going to turn out, but I know God loves me more than I can ever understand and I'm beginning to understand that He and I have very different ideas on, well, just about everything.
When I can actually access blogger on a real computer, I will post a lot of it. In the mean time, pray that I can abide in Christ and resist the very real desire I have to sulk and feel sorry for myself. That's ugly, I know. But oh so true.