After a long, happy life, my computer died. Hence the absence of blog posts. Blogger is blocked at my school so I have no real way of updating this besides my phone, which is what I'm doing right now. Since I last posted I started a new school year so who's to say I wouldve had the time to blog anyway.
I will say this- I've had a lot of emotional ups and downs the past few months. I thought it was going to be just a hard summer, but honestly it has continued and shows no signs of stopping. I really dont know how anything is going to turn out, but I know God loves me more than I can ever understand and I'm beginning to understand that He and I have very different ideas on, well, just about everything.
When I can actually access blogger on a real computer, I will post a lot of it. In the mean time, pray that I can abide in Christ and resist the very real desire I have to sulk and feel sorry for myself. That's ugly, I know. But oh so true.

All I Can Say

I lean not on my own understanding

My life is in the hands of The Maker of Heaven.

I give it all to you, God,

trusting that You'll make something beautiful out of me.

I will climb this mountain with my hands wide open.

Nothing I hold to.

One Small Request

Life is eating my lunch.  If one of you could kindly tell it to stop and it obeys, I'll make you chocolate chip cookies. And maybe I could blog again.  That would be fun.

Thanks.